31.7.05
stop trying to be what you are never meant to be
everyone one of us has a purpose
every purpose is uniquely coded
you know you are called to do something when
1)you find it extremely fulfilling everytime you accomplised that task
2)you are gifted in that area
3)a simple wink is all you need to fulfil what you are called to do
4)you do not know how to explain the methods you use to do it
5)you do not need to look for the task, the task will look for you
today i saw a lame man crawling along a busy street, he looked pityful and he was there begging for money. if only he could stop depending on himself and what he can see but cry out to what he cannot see, God. cry out to God for salvation and healing so that he may be more productive and useful. if only i have that much of anointing to release him from the bondage.
after dinner i saw a man with a huge cross walking and preeching on the street. he was holding on to a speaker. if you ask me whether he is effective, i should say perhaps yes but to a limited extent. if u ask me how i will do it, i will do it the God way.
every living organism exists for a purpose
life is dead without purpose
even a dead man has a purpose
let alone the person who is reading this blog now
what is your purpose
who determines your purpose
who do you look for for your life purpose
what is the nature of your purpose
what benefits will it have on the world
how do you know if you have really found your purpose
i've found mine, what's yours?
revalation of the day:
"going to korea is a test"
"faith can only be cultivated when there is an opportunity which demands a decision"
"servanthood can only be practiced when one is least willing to do it"
"courage is stepping out to boldly express God's opinion"
"a person's character is determined by the fruits he produced"
"it is amazing that one's expression can still be restricted by potential readers in a blog"
"when one has nothing good to write, don't write"
today's menu 
breakfast: stir fried rice w/o alcohol
lunch: cold udon w/o alcohol
dinner: black bean rice with mixture of spicy vegetables, beef and soup w/o alcohol
hello to all people who loves me, i have reached safely on, according to shuyi, "kimchi" land. but i would prefer to name it the land of crosses. it is a place where you see crosses, big crosses, small crosses, red crosses, stone crosses etc. crosses everywhere to mark the existance of every sanctuary. as expected the night scene is spectacular; red crosses glitters in the distance.
dinner on first day was korean bbq with dishes. something like seoul garden but you only grill pork. there are many other side dishes such as kimchi, soup, pickled raddish. well i still like kimchi. haha. oh ya not to mention the amount of fats intake i had which could easily surpass what i took the since birth. tender juicy pork complete with the thick coating of fats it carries simply melts in the mouth. yummy! oh we drank wine which is "only 20% alcohol content". must drink you know because it is considered unmanly to refused. oh well, a little won't hurt. going to see myself having more drinking sessions. oh lastly, it is unwise to waste food and according to korean tradition, the youngest member of that table will be responsible to finish up the last piece of meat.
30.7.05
thank You for all that is taking place in my life. thank You for the blessings since before i knew You. thank You for being with me. thank You for Your purpose, thank You for Your calling, thank You for the light. thank You for all Your have done.blog is a channel for everyone to express anything for anyone who is willing to read and believe. the choice is yours.
while reading about the stuff that we have to offer, it will also be interesting to take a conscious effort to see your own reaction to the things we have put up. enjoy!
to the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit,
i love You
it is no longer i but us, let us do this together.
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